God this sucks

I received an email from my lead guy yesterday saying that things were going to be delayed until Monday.  Now I could have flipped out and gotten really upset, but what’s the point?  There is nothing I can do about it so I just have to deal with it.

I’ve literally been sitting at my desk doing nothing all day, and it looks like tomorrow is going to be the same.  If my business partner weren’t in town, I probably wouldn’t have even come into work for full days this week.  An 8-12pm shift would have been fine; however I don’t want to look like I don’t give a shit and am just fucking off so I’ve been here in the office for a regular 8hr day.

This shit is fucking brutal and staying positive is so hard to do when you are just sitting around all day.  If I were able to keep busy doing something, it would help greatly but there is literally nothing I can do right now.  After work I go to the gym for a couple of hours, but that pretty much sums up the extent of my day.

Next Monday is the start of something bigger and better and I cannot wait.  I can’t wait to look back at days like this and just have a smirk on my face.

“I’m so glad I got through it.  It was all worth it and I wouldn’t have it any other way…”

I just pray that day comes sooner then later.

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